Both Graves
He looked smaller in the hospital bed than he ever had in my truck, tubes taped along the back of one thin hand, the other reaching for me before I'd even crossed the room.
"Garrett." His voice had gone to gravel. "You read it. Noelle told me — you read the letter."
"I read it."
"Then you know what I have to do. That letter goes to the sheriff. First thing, soon as they let me out of this bed. Nineteen years is long enough to let a dead boy carry what was mine to carry too."
"Wendell."
"Don't." His grip tightened, surprising strength in it. "Don't you dare tell me it's all right. Your mother's been in the ground twenty-nine years because of what my son did and what I let him do. There's no version of this where it's all right."
"I'm not telling you it's all right." I pulled the chair closer, sat, let him hold onto my hand the way he'd been wanting to for a month of Tuesdays without either of us knowing why. "I'm telling you I've got the truth now. I didn't have it yesterday. My whole life, I didn't have it. You gave me that, finally, even if it took you nineteen years and a stroke to get there."
His eyes were wet, and he didn't try to hide it, which told me more than the letter had.
"The sheriff can do what the sheriff does," I said. "That's not mine to decide, and it's not mine to stop. But I didn't come here to sentence you. I came because a man's been walking six miles in the rain every week for nineteen years, and last Tuesday, for the first time since I've known him, he wasn't at mile fourteen. That scared me more than any letter."
He let out a sound that was half laugh, half something breaking loose after two decades held too tight.
"There's two graves out there," he said. "You know I go to both."
"I know."
"Once I'm back on my feet — if the sheriff's got no objection to an old man taking a walk—" his mouth twitched, almost a smile "—would you still drive me out? Both stones get flowers. Always have."
I looked past him, out the window, where the rain that had followed this whole thing for a month straight had finally, quietly, stopped — a plain gray afternoon settling over the parking lot like the world taking a breath.
"Next Tuesday," I said. "Mile fourteen. I'll be there."
His hand held onto mine a while longer, and neither of us let go first.