The Letter
They didn't open it right away. Talia held the envelope in both hands like it might combust, and a nurse gently explained that Gideon was sedated, resting, his fever finally starting to break — the decision of when to open it belonged to them alone.
"What if he wakes up and I've already read it?" Talia whispered. "What if he wanted to be the one to explain?"
"What if he doesn't wake up," Junie said, very small, very honest, "and we never know?"
That settled it.
Talia's hands shook opening the envelope. Inside were three pages, the handwriting cramped and careful, dated eleven years earlier — written, it seemed, during some other frightening night, kept ever since in case this one came.
She read it aloud, low, for Junie alone.
My dearest Talia — if you are reading this, I did not get the chance to say it myself, and I am sorry for that above everything else.
I did not take that money. Your uncle Roland did. He owed men in the city more than our whole store was worth, and when your grandfather started asking questions about the books, Roland came to me two nights before the auditors arrived. He told me that if I did not take the blame, he would make sure something happened — to your mother, to you, I never knew exactly what he meant and I could not risk finding out. He was already a dangerous, desperate man by then. I chose prison. I would choose it again.
When I came out, Roland had spent four years making sure no business in three counties would hire "a thief." Your mother would not let me near the house — I understand now she believed I had done it, because Roland made certain of that too, in the things he whispered to her over the years. I told myself you were better off believing your father was simply gone, rather than knowing the truth and hating your uncle, who by then had become respectable, and useful to this family in ways I could not compete with. I told myself that was protecting you.
I do not know anymore if it was protection or cowardice. I have had a long time on that corner to wonder.
Talia's voice broke entirely on the last line. Junie reached over and gripped her mother's hand, both of them crying now, the letter trembling between them.
Neither of them heard the waiting room doors open.
"Talia." A man's voice, smooth and startled. "I heard the news from Denise at the pharmacy. Is he—"
Talia's head snapped up. Standing in the doorway, in an expensive wool coat and a gold pinky ring catching the fluorescent light, was Roland Pike.