Doors Closing
Callum didn't remember most of the last five miles. He remembered Rafferty's knuckles white on the wheel, and Gideon's hand landing once, briefly, on his shoulder, and the sign for Meadowlark Elementary swinging up out of the dusk faster than he was ready for.
The parking lot was a lake of cars, spilling out onto the grass, onto the shoulder of the road itself, more vehicles than Callum had ever seen at that school even on graduation day. Flags along the front walk hung at half-mast, unmoving in the still evening air.
"Go," Rafferty said, barely braking. "Go, go — I'll park it."
Callum was out of the cab before it fully stopped, duffel abandoned on the seat, running across gravel and grass in boots that had crossed harder ground than this and never felt this heavy. Through the school's tall gymnasium windows he could see it already — candlelight, dozens and dozens of small flickering points of it, a crowd packed shoulder to shoulder in near-darkness, and up at the front, lit by a projector, a photo too large not to recognize even from fifty yards away.
His own face. Six feet tall on a screen, in dress uniform, black ribbon at the corner.
He hit the front walkway at a dead sprint, breath tearing, the double doors of the gymnasium entrance rising up ahead of him lit warm from inside like the last light in a house at the end of a long road — and then he watched, from thirty feet, then twenty, then ten, as a woman in a volunteer's vest reached up and began pulling those doors closed from the inside, the ceremony beginning, the gap of warm light narrowing to a seam and then to nothing at all.