The Folder in the Drawer
The inside of the house smells like cinnamon and old paper. Nothing like smoke. I notice that first, stupidly, like some part of me expected it to still smell like that night.
A woman stands up from the kitchen table when we walk in. Fifties, maybe further, silver bob, cardigan pulled tight across her chest like armor. She looks at me the way you look at a ghost you've been half-expecting for twenty-four years.
"Mom, this is—" Marlowe starts.
"I know who he is," the woman says quietly. "Corinne," she adds to me, like an afterthought. "Corinne Doyle."
Corinne doesn't offer her hand. She just stares, and something moves behind her eyes that isn't quite gratitude and isn't quite fear, but sits somewhere close to both.
"Sit," Marlowe says, already pulling a manila folder off the counter. "Please."
I sit. Corinne doesn't.
Marlowe opens the folder on the table between us. On top is a photocopy of an old incident report — I recognize the department letterhead before I even read a word of it. Larkspur Street. My name typed at the bottom, badge number and all.
Under it is something that doesn't belong anywhere near a fire report. An adoption record. Sealed, unsealed — a court stamp across the corner, dated a few years back.
"I turned eighteen and requested the file," Marlowe says. "Took six more years to actually open it."
I look at the adoption paper, then back at the incident report, then at her, not following yet. "I don't understand what one has to do with the other."
Corinne's hand goes to the back of a chair like she needs it to stay upright.
"They're dated three weeks apart," Marlowe says. "The adoption finalized three weeks before the fire."
I do the math without wanting to. Three weeks old, the night of the fire. Three weeks between paperwork and flames.
"Mom." Marlowe looks at Corinne now, not me. "You always told me the timing was a coincidence."
Corinne's mouth opens. Closes. Opens again.
"Marlowe wasn't—" she starts, and then the phone in her cardigan pocket buzzes, loud in the quiet kitchen, and she flinches so hard the chair scrapes the floor.
She doesn't finish the sentence.