The Table by the Window
Three weeks later, the court hearing ended the way Ilsa had prayed it would — no visitation, no supervised anything, their stepfather's name struck off every form that used to require it. Micah stayed with his grandmother, started twice-weekly sessions with a speech therapist who specialized in trauma, and got his words back the way Gus had gotten his — not all at once, not clean, but his.
He still tapped before he talked, sometimes. Knox said he probably always would, and that was fine. Gus understood that better than almost anyone alive.
At school, the table by the cafeteria window didn't stay a two-person table for long. Somewhere around the fourth week, a kid named Marisela from Gus's art class sat down without asking, because she'd noticed Gus laughing — actually laughing, unguarded — and wanted to know what was funny. Then a boy from Knox's team followed, curious why Knox Merrow ate lunch at the "weird table" every single day. Perry Voss stopped bothering Gus altogether, not out of kindness, but because standing near Knox Merrow's table had quietly become the wrong move to make in that cafeteria, and everyone had figured that out by instinct.
Gus still stuttered. He answered questions in class the way he always had — slower than everyone else, sometimes stuck for a beat that felt endless to him even when nobody else noticed it. But he'd stopped bracing for the laugh that used to come after. Most days, it didn't come at all. On the days it did, somebody at his table said something before he had to.
On a Saturday in late spring, Knox brought Micah to the school playground after hours, just the three of them and a basketball nobody was any good at using. Micah didn't say much — full sentences still cost him more than most eight-year-olds — but he laughed twice, loud and easy, at nothing in particular, and Knox looked over at Gus like he wanted to make sure someone else had witnessed it too.
Gus had. He held it the way you hold something you plan on keeping.
The table by the window stayed full after that. Not because anyone announced it, and not because the seat across from Gus was ever formally claimed. It just was, the way some things become permanent simply by nobody ever leaving.