Finding His Voice
Gus had never once, in twelve years, been the person who fixed things. He was the kid who got left behind mid-sentence, the one teachers called on last, the one whose own mother finished his sentences for him at dinner because waiting felt unbearable to everyone but him.
But he heard himself say, "Take me with you."
Knox looked up, startled enough that some of the panic in his face paused. "What?"
"Take me w-with you." Gus's heart was going so fast he could feel it in his ears, and the words still came out wrong, stumbling over themselves, but he pushed through anyway instead of stopping. "The trick — the t-tapping. It's the only thing that's ever w-worked for me. Maybe it'll work for him too."
He didn't fully know if that was true. He said it anyway.
Getting his parents to agree took twenty minutes Gus barely remembered afterward — he'd stood in the kitchen and forced out an entire explanation without once letting the stutter win, without once letting his mother finish his sentence for him, because for the first time the thing he was trying to say mattered more than how it sounded coming out. His mom's eyes had gone wet halfway through. She drove them herself.
His grandmother — Ilsa, Knox called her, though Gus didn't use it out loud — met them at the door of a small brick house with a cardigan wrapped tight around her like armor against something she couldn't fight with her hands. She looked like she hadn't slept properly in weeks.
"He was doing better," she said, voice fraying at the edges. "Then his father's mother filed for visitation rights — wants the court to let him see Micah supervised — and ever since the letter came, he's..." She gestured helplessly down the hallway. "Nothing's worked. Not the counselor. Not me."
She looked at the two boys standing in her front hallway — Knox, who she clearly already trusted, and Gus, a stranger in a hoodie two sizes too big — like they were the last thing left to try.
"He's in there," she said, pointing to a closed bathroom door at the end of the hall, silent as a held breath. "Nobody's gotten a sound out of him in three days."