The Rhythm Trick
By the end of the second week, it had become a routine nobody announced out loud. Knox's tray, across from Gus's, every day at 12:10.
They didn't talk much. Gus wasn't built for small talk — every sentence was a small negotiation with his own mouth, and most days he lost more of those than he won. Knox didn't seem to need him to talk, which was, Gus was starting to realize, the whole point.
It was Thursday when the lunch lady asked Gus what he wanted, and the word grilled caught somewhere in his throat and wouldn't move. Gus felt his face go hot, felt the line behind him start to notice.
"G-g-g—"
"Take your time," the lunch lady said, not unkindly, but the line was long and Gus could feel it stacking up behind him like pressure behind a door.
A hand tapped the counter next to his tray. Two fingers, four beats, steady — tap-tap, tap-tap — like a metronome that didn't care how long it took.
Gus glanced sideways. Knox wasn't looking at him, was looking at the menu board like he hadn't done anything at all. But the tapping kept going, patient, unbothered, and somehow Gus's chest loosened just enough.
"Grilled," he said. Clean. Whole.
He stared at his own tray in disbelief the rest of the walk to their table.
"How'd you do that," Gus asked once they sat, the words coming easier now, riding the tail of his small victory.
"My brother taught me." Knox said it fast, almost automatic, like the sentence had worn a groove from repetition. Then his jaw tightened, like he'd heard himself say it a beat too late.
"You have a brother?"
Knox reached across the table for a napkin, and his sleeve rode up half an inch — just long enough for Gus to catch the edge of something pale and plastic wrapped around his wrist, half-hidden under a leather cuff.
A hospital band. Faded, but still there.
Knox yanked his sleeve back down so fast his elbow knocked his own tray.
"Forget it," he said, and his voice had gone somewhere Gus hadn't heard it go before.